Today it finally hit me that "happily ever after" is going to be in four years when Danny is out of the Marines. As of right now he is not going to re-enlist. I know he could change his mind but for right now I like that decision.
Anyway, we just had a great weekend together in Myrtle Beach with a bunch of other Marines and some of their girlfriends. One of the guys was talking about how he leaves for Hawaii at the end of the month and his girlfriend just looked so sad. Hawaii is SO far away. I don't know what the hell I would do with that distance. Deployment is expected of course, but actually living so far away from the person you love...I think that will be the hard part for me.
Honestly, I'm hoping that by the time he deploys my lease will be up in North Carolina and I'll be able to go back to Boston. I think time will fly by with family, friends, my old job, Boston bar nights, and maybe going back to school.
We spent last night together in Jacksonville. I love waking up next to him. I can not wait for the day when one of us doesn't always have to leave.
I am feeling like a huge sap today. The Beatles "All My Loving" totally almost made me cry. Sometimes being a girl sucks!
